Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Distrusting the Trust

When some people use everyone against you, you began not trusting people. You begin to see the best of Asian art as a trash. You realized that your environment was being made a hell while the façade seems okay and calm so that you’d be entrapped to a group of individuals. With this kind of system, no matter how you fall to the people or for the people whom you have been harassed, trust is no longer there, no matter what they do.

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Love will always be there. Caring will never change. But trust is the most difficult to restore. There are even times that you are with people you care for. Yet, you need to withdraw from them when given the chance because there is something that plays in your mind right away. You always ask yourselves of their secret agenda over you. The thought is displeasing but simply, you call it as distrust. The feeling did not make you cautious over anything. It does not change the fact that you are a trusting “someone”. You are not that girl anymore who would consider an artwork for sale brilliant only because the seller told you so that it is. It is innate in you. It is you. But then, the feelings over them as to why love is being held back is that you get used to people who came to your life for their very own secret agenda while you were caring and trusting them. You imagine years of being excited being with people and approaching people only to find out later that they would be used to harass you underground. You were led to them which prior to your arrival, they were already informed of what to do and this was to mock you and insult you. Of whatever orchestration did such plot serve, all you knew was you have prayed for these people yet no trust will be ever restored for life.

You love your family. You love your friends. You love the people around you. You know yourself as how pro-people you are. But things changed from all these underground attack and harassment. All you care for now, is yourself and the angel sent to you by God, it is your son. Then you realize, the innate behaviour, attitude, and character of someone can be changed in an instant by as to how the people in your surrounding treat you. But when you come to think of it, it feels good somehow to be emotionally detached to your surrounding because only then that you can focus in yourself and be the best of Asian art from the foundation that people are not even worth your kindness. And as much as you want to disgust yourself with such thought, you can justify it with, “that it is what they planted.”.

Relax and Re-dream

Relaxing night is when you have a sip of red wine before bed. Or how about an hour dip in Jacuzzi? Must be lovely to just hang around in there and imagine some beautiful things or recall a beautiful thought. You stare at the waters and feel the bubbles while your mind is busy with some nice thoughts. And because of the serenity the ambiance brings, surely an artist will no doubt want to make the view with you in it as a subject for his wall painting.

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Every woman’s grand wish is to own a nice and classy pad in the heart of a business hub. The road must be busy but there is too much peace when you are already in your own domain. Pieces of furniture around are few but well selected. They are modern in style but the chandeliers look vintage, medium sized but grand. Their lights are dim. There is beauty in gloom. It is peace and quiet. Simply put, it is happiness. Something you want to have when you were young. Must be nice to have the best of what you want while young but things seem to be elusive when there are adults to stop you from progressing. Aside from that they know how to stop you, they can make their reason justifiable and before you know it, what you have always wanted is already in their hands. And going forward, you realize that you’ve grown older and for a day two or two you are in a place where you know by heart is a place that you deserve but for years you have settled for less because for years too you set aside what you truly wanted. And disregarding what you think is for you is maddening. But now because you are back in a place that you are in love with, you feel it in your bones that you want your old desire for a specific lifestyle back again. How wonderful to have a prime condominium unit in the heart of a sophisticated and classy spot of the city!

As much as you want to accept that such place is only for the privileged, you cannot. It is not too easy to underestimate oneself but then you wake up to reality that actualizing what you want since time immemorial will require huge amount of money when you only have a few left in the pocket. Yet, you have  weapon to have the dream back. You have a weapon to realize it. It is fighting spirit, belief in oneself, the thought that God only wants to prosper you and nothing else less than that and whatever you ask from the universe is what is exactly given unto you. You can preoccupy your mind of having a cheap craft and you’ll have it; and so is being obsessed to fine original oil painting to finally have it in your possession. 

Where does the story end?

What if people are waiting for your story that the audience think is free-flowing when in fact the story is leading to what an entire production wants the story ends. The cast needs to go with the flow. Otherwise, there is a subtle yet very damaging punishment. The flow is like an artist who is to create his artwork for sale. Every detail of the art is already pre-determined.

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The means to do is by manipulation of emotion, mental torture, and not to mention how much money and opportunity await those who will be part of the orchestration to lead you to the story how they want it ends. We do not know how many groups are behind the story when each group has its own agenda of their own which is subtly enforced unto you. And each has a way to harass you underground and punish you in the way they can if things did not go their way. Yet, you know that you will end up a sole winner where everyone else around you trampled down and defeated. After all, you are the ones damaged left and right which means you have the best of the best to back you up. 

And you call him the Almighty. Who cares for their story? Who cares for their harassment and mental and emotional manipulation? With you along the way is a good God. Who will landscape your story brilliantly beyond any wall painting artist can explain and do. While the opportunity they receive from emotionally attacking you, you sit back and relax with all the smile in your pretty face while seeing exactly what is going to happen to them. Things that they do not expect at all will hit them like a lightning. The emotional pain they inflicted on you based on wrong judgment of you will hit them back sevenfold. When the damage comes from left and right, then to left and right, divine justice will hit. And you will finally know you are God’s brilliant Asian art. The end of the story will be happiness in your end and very damaging to the ones who were used to hit you from left and right of the party and all the more damaging to the people behind it.

Efforts of Love gone to Waste?

What if someone made you an inspiration for movies and songs he writes? The stories and songs are not just fantastic but full of love.  And because you know very well that it is about you, you can tell exactly how important you are to the person. He is in love. You do not know him. And you can tell that it is you that he only wants. And loving someone else can be a hard option for him. For him, it will be like choosing a craft when he is eyeing for Asian art

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But then it is too late to realize that someone, somewhere, is loving you because for years, it has been made sure that all the beautiful things that were done were kept or hidden. And yet you are made very aware that you are someone else’s inspiration to mockery and insult because these were slapped to your face for years. TV shows, movies, and songs have been all insulting—an epitome way of human degradation, good enough not to see anything good. And the ones that are meant for you are just robbed off just like that. You know it to your heart that if they can just kill you so you’d be erased in the face of the earth, so no trace of opportunity that was supposedly yours that was stolen will be left as evidence, you know it in your heart that they will. But then what is for you is for you. You wake up and you remember bits and pieces like seeing almost every detail as to how a wall painting is done. It was like five long years while being trampled down, someone out there has loved you fully with all his might. His efforts were hidden. What a foul play to damage someone so that the powerful can take what you have! Not to mention, your space was invaded, attacked, and manipulated to your very own destruction. And what you have in your heart is that whatever is yours is yours and whatever is robbed from you will hit your perpetrators like a lightning. And this you say to the person who adored you, “your efforts have never been wasted.”.

You might not see each other but you can tell fully that God has backed you up along the way. You can tell him that he has been a way for you to feel pain, for you to be happy, and for you to see how the heavens will curse the land and its people because of His love for you. And He has the best plan for you—to be the best of Asian art!

Aging Gracefully

Women accepting youth as just a stage of their immortal beauty is aging gracefully.  We realize one day how we have been stuck to the kitchen dishes and have taken a quick nap in our laundry basket for decades. And we’d rather stare at our original oil painting for hours to spot a dust rather than taking a quick glance of ourselves in the mirror.

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It is nice to just get up from bed one time that chores can be done happily, with poise and beauty. Without enough mind-setting, this is quite impossible because as we keep everything around us extra clean, it is not easy to notice that we are not clean at all. This becomes aging as sickening as ever. Days pass by with us being unhappy or happy for someone else who is happy because of the service we provide him or her. Women age satisfied because of the love they give to others. This drains them, however. This is why when women start to age, they lost their luster and their zest for life. And unfortunately, as they are happy living for some people, these same people along with the entirety of the society is expecting them to look sagging from head to toe. After all, they have passed their youth. Why chase then for beauty? Why glorify the happiness from within when there are many tasks at hand? And if wall painting will choose a subject, then better be a younger woman than those of the aging ones. And when the latter are chosen, you can just imagine how the art will project them but a grandma blinded with smoke as she stands across her pots and pans. When life begins at 40 for most men,  women on the other hand viewed as already old in some countries. These are conservative countries that see women past their youth to just be raising children and family where having this desire to be still attractive is deemed as flirting.

But then more women now are aging gracefully in Asian countries. It is not just the actors and actresses that have the right to maintain their beauty but even the commoners would love to embrace their age gracefully. Embracing aging is not just acceptance of martyrdom and lustreless appearance. It is breaking away from them. Wrinkles are inevitable but it is the freshness, glamour, and zest in the mind that count. It is the thought that the more she ages, all the more she deserves an original oil painting in her wall than just a cheap art.

Life amid Emotional and Mental Torture

Imagine life catching an opportunity that you never had any idea that you caught one at all? Seems pretty bad most especially if the people around you want such opportunity that they see in you which you do not even know that you have?

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The given scenario is like picking up a crumpled paper and you just realized that there are people running after your life because you have an expensive original oil painting at hand. Sounds strange but that happens in real life! And worse, you see yourself being trampled down, harassed, and damaged while the people around you are using what you accidentally have to soar high. Anything can happen, as they say. Instead of giving you thanks, they’d rather put you down so no one will know and no one will be convinced that what they have is all because of you. If things like this happens, despite pain—smile because they are the ones on the wrong side and it feels good to be on the good side.

There is another scenario. Worst, in fact!  What if all that are happening are being orchestrated by someone who thinks you deserve punishment?  And it was not just a thought but he or this group is willing to scheme to frame you up so that their moves are justifiable when questioned in due time. Simply put they want to put you to hell based on wrong judgment. They are hitting on someone innocent. They do this in different means like sending someone to be with you only to be used against you. They do this very subtly and when you got upset with what is being done and fought back, expect then that a few days or months after they will retaliate. They want your original oil painting at hand to be a real trash. Simply put, they are creating the need to put you back to hell. People see you as the one bad because their dirty plot does not look dirty at all. In fact, they know how to make all the events happening in your life to look like karma. How can this possible?  It is easy when they see all your moves and access all your information and tap your means of communication.

Nothing to fret about because karma is divine and not orchestrated!  Many people have done bad things--  severely bad ,in fact, but you know yourself how good you are. You are someone so pure and innocent but they hit you with character attack and people work on you like you are some kind of an evil force or a person that needs to be worked on, then there is greater reason to smile because these people need to be prepared for their time and you know in your heart that their time will be up very soon and the brilliant wall painting will be truly yours.

Music and Arts

Music makes wonders. It consoles a weary heart. It touches your deepest soul. It can ignite fire within. Yes, it is a prelude to passion. Not even the coldest heart is spared to melt when a music that a heart can relate to is played. Music in the background while viewing an original oil painting or reading poetry triggers extreme emotion. No acting for a film or stage show is as effective without music.

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Chores at home or wherever is not as tasking when music is played of whether this is dance, jazz, or just simply romantic ballad. But then, for individuals who are emotional and whose music can easily turn around their day then concentrating over work can be a bit of a challenge. Imagination runs wherever the beat along with the lyrics take them.  And with the power of imagination, emotion is stimulated. Overall, this becomes the generator of creative juices. And with emotion combined with imagination, the spirit within is at play. It feels so divine. Before you knew it, you have already created a wonderful story in your mind, a brilliant wall painting to create, the heart throbs for a romantic poetry, and your body just moves like you have never danced before.  And you feel like being elevated by the music you hear. If we notice, all that are mentioned are nothing but all arts. Undeniably, each form can complement the other but generally, it is music that when put in the background of any art form, the effect is incomparable both to the artist and the viewer himself.

Music is an art that among others like original oil painting and the rest of visual or non-visual art forms. This can take us to heights or to simplify, to extreme emotion. A broken heart can submerge itself to love ballad songs until the person does not have enough of tears to shed anymore or one can just play dance music that is loud enough to make her feel that she is partying and enjoying. Most of the songs are love songs. But then, it is the beat and the tune that can initially attract us to submerge ourselves to such sound that for a moment will please our ears. It is the preference of beat of the music that defines our mood during the time we are sound-tripping, and all the more we get hooked up if the lyrics suits us well.

The Arts—God’s Gift to Humanity

The arts—wall paintings, music, dance, poetry et al-- Imagine life without it. Imagine how dull living without arts. Blessings from heaven is felt when we are happy. And true happiness comes from the talent we see from other people and the talent we share to others.

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If there is one thing that God gives His ultimate creations aside from the natural resources around us meant to cater for our survival is the talent within us. Every person is gifted with something that he is not just good at but brilliant at. And once this is flaunted without inhibition but with full confidence, then this will bring him or her to heights without  being addicted to drugs because such innate talent is nourished and fed and well taken care of by the spirit. The outcome of this is passion revealed by showing off what the person got via arts in whatever form it may take. Artists are emotional because constant feeding of the spirit to the innate talent within makes them passionate of the gift they possess. And passion is impossible without emotion. Talk about Asian art when Asians are known to have expressive eyes of whether they are big or small.  Eyes are windows to the soul. From the eyes, we see too much longing or happiness. It is our eyes that speak what is felt in the heart before such emotion is processed in the brain and these very same eyes are the ones to appreciate art, too. You see the emotion transmitted from the artists or their arts to the viewers in their eyes. And most of the times, the ones who are carried away through appreciating a certain form of art are artists, as well, who can relate to the talent, emotion, and passion exuded.

Unlike music, wall paintings, however, impose much challenge when it comes to transporting emotion to audience.  Music of whether it is just instrumental or with lyrics along with poetry, movies, or a dance can make people get carried away. Wall paintings serve as a beautiful add-on to a space to create a mood. But then, when looked at independently or as a stand-alone, slim is the chance that the emotion of the art will be carried on to the viewer not unless an additional means to stimulate feelings be used. This can be music or perhaps poetry to describe the artwork.